Tuesday, July 3, 2007

everythings gonna be ok.

i already typed like 2 pages just now and suddenly i pressed apa ntah, it all disappeared. tension btul when that happens. so now nak type balik pun dah cam not in the mood. dah x ingat. =( i have bad memory, remember?



but i still want to express everything. but this is the more short version la.



we've found a house. mira's friend found it for us. and it has been such a chaos. being like a thousand miles away from that place and having to deal with all this. i mean i dont even know how that house looks like. will it be comfortable for us. i dont even know if there will be beds or not. takut jadi cam orang korea plak. tdoq guna tilam ja. ;( mira said the house is 2 tingkat but it only has 2 rooms. initially, we were going to stay just the 5 of us and then we got news that our other friends who at first didnt get uitm, has suddenly got uitm. so we're gonna stay the 7 of us. including shiqin. yeay!! =D i was so sad when i knew that shiqin didnt get uitm but now she'll be living with us too. so very da syok la. me, diana and shiqin will be staying together.





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i've setteled the payment today. i cant believe that i'm barely 19 and i already have to stay at my own renting house.  i know that its about time that i learn about responsibilities and stuff. not to be such dependent on other people. well i have been independent practically since 13. i only went back home on the weekends to basuh baju. and i did it by myself too. i wash them, i sidai and i iron by myself. i never let mama did them for me. i was just a lil bit dependent on the washing machine. so i guess i could call myself independent. but then renting  a house means, we'll have to settle the water and electric bills. and  then how bout cooking? will we have to take turns? aiyaaa, i'm not that good of a cook. i think la. i mean i can cook the best maggi in the world. and i make the most delicious toasts. but well. thats about it. haha. kidding. i cook. yup, i do. yup, azie cooks. ok, next topic.



its near intec so i hope we could just walk to our class. mama suh blajaq bawak motor but i refused. she said papa can buy me a scooter if i know how to use one. but i said i'd rather walk. ececey, skarang blehla blagak cakap nak jalan. nnt mulala, panas la , jauh la, apa la. see? i'm crictisizing myself. i know my own weaknesses. thats good rite? alaaa, what did i wrote just now aa? dah lupa laa.



mmmmm, i just hope everything will be fine. been praying non stop that Allah will make everything easy for us. well atleast i dont have to worry about not having a roof to shelter me when i get there. and i'll have my buddies by my side. so i'll be ok. insyAllah.



i have to say i'm excited of starting my degree. cant wait to get in my studies again. haha. i cant believe i just said that. kat skola dlu, i would never say such thing. i hate having to study in school. guess now i'm a changed person. yup, azie now enjoys her classes and feels high spirited each time a new semester begins. go tesl!! papa would be so proud knowing this. =p



ok lah. mama panggil makan roti canai plak dah. papa baru balik. its 10.36pm and i'm going to eat roti canai. ahh, who cares.



taraa~



 

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