Friday, October 31, 2008

U need the Sun to call it Sunnies

i wore my favourite pair of sunnies and let these pics(and a few more) playing at the slides behind me.

and then i said,
As you can see right now. me and these beautiful behind me have one thing in common. okay, nooo. unfortunately i'm not a celeb also, but.....

i persuaded my audience to wear sunnies. where did i get the idea? not sure. i like wearing them. my mom likes wearing them. even my dad does. and i know most people do. madam liked the idea. so yea.

at the end of my speech, i said
so let's all come to the fac after this with our sunnies on!

but honestly, i didnt really mean it. yea, you can wear it on the way to the fac. why not kan? its blazing hot nowadays. but please, when you get in the class, please take them of. nampak poyo ok. :p

and the most popular trend nowadays, wear sunnies in the mall. i mean IN the mall? takyah la kuut. mall tu takdak sinar UV pun. maybe it'll look stylish on Paris Hilton or Victoria Beckham, regardless where and when they wear them. but to us, normal human beings, lets keep our sunnies outdoors shall we? :)

orang lain tulis pasal persuasive speech, saya pun nak nyibuk jugak. :p cant believe the sem's over.


only strangers slip things under the door.

if you're reading this.

well, at least you know what i feel right now.

but dont worry, i'll catch up with you later.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Papa would kill me

"Hey woman!! You see my stomach here??! I'm also pregnant! But do I go eating whatever I want especially the Sultan's fruit?? NOOOO!!"

finally my 3 weeks of being on and off pregnant has come to an end. will i miss those days imagining that i was azielina jolie? hmmm, maybe. :p

being a part of Dang Anum: When desires should be left desired was a total blast. thanks guys for being such great people to work with; Syiqin, Shaza, Waniesab, Fiqah, Hajar, A'a, Firdaous, Din and Amar. i'll miss the days of having to finish your lines and pretending that i could be more "jantan" than you guys. :p i cant seem to get anyone's lines from my head. they're like songs going on and on and on. ;)

during one of our early drama classes with Madam Rosalind, i still remember her saying, "I know that now, you feel that time passes so slowly in drama class."

and i was saying to myself, "time passes slowly? it doesnt passes slowly. it feels like it doesnt passes at all!!"

she continued, "....but as we do more and more activities and warm ups, i promise you each and everyone of you will enjoy yourselves and have a good time,"

by that time, i was doing a silent prayer; "please let me fall sick every Monday from 2-5 pm," Drama scared me. A LOT!

but bit by bit, she proved her words were true. i slowly opened up. sloooowwly. but i did. and BAM! who would've known(not even me), that my "opening up" ended up making me an evil 8months pregnant woman hehehe.

being preggers was not the only 1st time experience that i got. i got to wear make up! yupp, a day to be noted in my diary; me wearing thick greenish-bluish eyeshadow, extra blushing pink blusher and firing red lipstick. and the best part is, i did it myself! (i discovered a hidden talent haha).  honestly, i didnt know what i was doing. our make-up artist had her hands full so i decided to play with the colourful thingies myself. and yes, it was fun. really, really, fun. the bad part was, i didnt dare to drink water although i was thirsty badly at that time because i worried i'd smudge my lipstick. i looked like a clown+joker. and thats a good thing when you're on stage.

so yes Madam, we had great fun. tiring. but fun. nothing felt better than the sound of the applause at the end of the day. so thank you for giving us the chance to open up and make a fool of ourselves. :p

thanks to everyone who came and supported us and congratulations to all the other groups who made such fantastic presentations as well.

to the casts of Voila! Production, please accept my apologies of bringing my Hu Du Men a bit too much sometimes. blame the unstable hormones that we pregnant women have to handle. ok ok no, seriously i'm sorry if i got a bit garang sometimes. i become a monster when i dont get enough sleep, rest and food. mintak maaf ye rakan-rakan? :)

aaaah, i'm so missing you guys already.

Standing from left: Meranti(without pregnant belly), Tanjung, Tun Bija Ali, Sultan Mahmud Shah, Laksamana Megat, Teratai, Kemboja.

Sitting from left: Cempaka, Dang Anum and Melur.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


Perjanjian FOKUS.

Terms and Conditions:

1. The forbidden days would be Monday till Friday.

2. Working days are also included as the forbidden days.

3. Friday morning will be an exception if work starts on Friday night.

4. Public holidays will not be an exception as a forbidden day.

5. There will be an exception if there is a very important matter to be told or if extreme dudu happens. In these situations, the maximum number would be 3 only.

6. Terms and conditions do not apply during the semester break.

7. The agreement is applied to both parties starting 21st October 2008 until further notice.

Cinta akhirah Cinta hakiki. :)

Because you're worth it

Ibnu Abbas RA berkata,

"Sesungguhnya perbuatan baik itu mendatangkan kecerahan pada wajah dan cahaya pada hati, kekuatan badan dan kecintaan. Sebaliknya, perbuatan buruk itu mengundang ketidakceriaan pada raut muka, kegelapan di dalam kubur dan di hati, kelemahan badan, susutnya rezeki dan kebencian makhluk."

A for August

was tagged by aina, nashrah and safwan :)

the rules:

· Pick your birth month.

. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.

.Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you.

.Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.

. Tag 5 people.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream.. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Gimme my meds

saya nak balik.

saya sakitrumah.

saya nak balik.


Let me win yours

was tagged by the cuties; nashrah and aina. :)

My top 10 favourite food.
- nasik with lots of gravy. biaq banjir.
- kicap manis cap kipas udang
- spaghetti
- bread, buns, pastry
- cookies cookies cookies (esp digestive ones)
- nasik lemak
- tom yam
- kuih traditional like kuih seri muka, kuih ketayap, karipap!
- nasik briyani with lots of raisins!
- pizza!!

10 Things I love doing
- reading
- surf the web
- sleeeping :p
- writing
- talking
- day dreaming
- sewing
- blogging
- read his letters
- listen to music

5 Types of girls that I adore
- someone like my mom- soo young spirited. sometimes more than me!
- real. doesnt pretend to be someone that she's not
- listens and doesnt just talk
- sensitive
- genuinely caring and trustful

5 Things I love doing when I'm feeling down
- make a silent prayer
- watch a very sad movie so that i could cry
- write in my diary and keep saying to myself that its not all that bad
- blurt it all out to my pals or mama
- sleep! :p

5 Things I love doing when I'm happy
- giggle
- talk with this unsual happy tone
- write
- make dumb jokes
- sleep? hehe ok ok sing. :p

10 Ways to win my heart
- base his love to me because of Allah
- love should be more than words. he shows how much he cares. :)
- win my parents' hearts :p
- doesnt easily give up
- he is him. and i like that him. no need for being like any other him.
- he's the one who leads in every aspect. not the other way around.
- he brings out the best in me
- takes me seriously as in doesnt take me for granted
- he accepts my flaws
- can make me smile when im having a really bad day

My top 5 most favourite junk food
- vanilla ice cream
- cadbury bytes
- pringles
- chachos BBQ

5 Things I wish it could happen soon
- the semester hols!!!!!!! pleaaaaaaaaaase. pretty please. :(
- the final drama
- the gaps between the final papers
- 20th march
- monorail penang to be starting already!

5 Ridiculous things I wish to do before I die
- merempit hahaha
- go overseas just for a vacation
- buy a genuine designer outfit
- be the voice of an animated character in a Disney cartoon
- meet brad pitt :p

My top 5 recently most addicted song
unchained melody- the platters
you and i- michael buble
going on- Gnarles Barkley
just dance- Lady Gaga
love story- Katherine McPhee

Sunday, October 12, 2008

I wish I could be there

this is my darling Muslihah.

she was warded this morning for typhoid fever.

could you guys please pray for her too?

thank you.


Saturday, October 11, 2008

Ais Batu Kacang pun okay

Just noticed that i was tagged by Mr Taufik. :)

the last 3 things U purchased?

blue sandals that sound like terompah


the last 3 songs U downloaded?
Pink- So What
The Platters- Only You
Soundtrack Disney- Beauty and The Beast

the last 3 places U visited?
Edu Fac
Ausmat Cafe

Intec Library

3 favourite movies?
Joe Black
The Green Mile

3 favourite possessions?
my loved ones
my bags
my books

3 things U cannot live without?
my phone
credit to use my phone
people who call or sms me on my phone ;)

what would be ur 3 wishes?
live overseas or atleast honeymoon there :p
have a happy family by the next 5years
eat whatever i want hehehe

3 things u haven't done yet?

havent gone to korea or paris for my honeymoon
havent cooked a real meal
havent finished my assignments. sigh.

3 favourite dishes?
nasik+sardin+telur dadar+kicap

3 celebrities U wanna hang out with?
Knox and Vivienne

3 things that freak U out?
worms, snakes and the like
the thought of loosing my memory
garang people

3 unusual things U are good at?
read people's mind without letting them notice ;)
making people misinterpret my actions
talk to babies

3 things U are coveting?
another handbag hihihihi
make everyday my birthday

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Selamat Beramal

okay, first of all. i would like to express my jealousy to my fellow blogging friends who have the time and i must say the gift to write about the simplest things that end up making my day.

i love the way you guys organize your ideas, how you guys make everything you write significant rather than just writing nonsense babbling like what i do.

so as i read more and more of your writings, i start to feel inferior. thus making me spending less time on my blog and more and more time on yours. seems like my passion for reading overcomes my passion for writing.

i enjoy reading what happens in your lives. which is weird. because we barely even talk in the real world. but thats not a bad thing because sometimes words work better.

second, im going to start my random babbling. inferior or not. i still want to update my blog. :p i should actually be doing my persuasive speech draft right now but my hands have been itchy for quite some to type something here. the only problem is, unlike my brilliant friends, i have nothing smart, funny or informative to share.

my eid was okaay. a bit sad that ramadhan passed in a flash though. like seriously, it was the fastest month ever. too much that i wanted to do in that short month but wasnt able too. and on Raya, i was too busy being an improved anak dara, that i forgot to take photos. so i only have some bad shots of me during raya that i prefer keeping to myself. but still, i dont think its too late to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya!

during these few months, something or should i say, someone, has made me see things in a different perspective. it was difficult in the beginning to agree with what he said but as i do my random surfing on the web, i found an article that wrote something like this;

Don't try to adjust Allah's rules to suit our own comfort, interests or needs. when Allah says No, then its a No. there should be no excuses in obeying the rules of Allah. Allah will reward them who obeys Him and those who do not, will be punished.

those words were like bullets hitting my face and i had no will whatsoever to build a shield.

there are many, many, many things that i like to do that i know Allah dislikes but i still do it because i keep giving excuses to myself to make me not feel so bad. what i dont realize though is that those excuses are only making me feel better because they are strongly supported by my faithful adviser, Syaitan. but i shouldnt blame him completely because if the shield in me is strong enough, i wouldnt have listened to the excuses anyway.

a very simple example would be shopping. yes, shopping. i looooooove shopping. i love it so much that even an empty purse would fail to stop me. its not that ive never heard that the place where Rasulullah hates the most is the market as in malls. its not that ive never heard that when we go to malls, we'd have the tendency to buy things that we dont really need, people tend to lie to increase profit, people steal at malls, people wear exposed clothes that they dont usually wear at malls, people date at malls, people pray late or even not pray at all at malls. people forget Allah at malls.

but am i able to resist the Mega Sale posters along the roads? uh-uh. i make an excuse that i should spend during sales so that i could get a good bargain. but then, id end up buying more than i should because its half price. hmm, speaking about malls. there is a doa that we can read when entering malls;

"La ilaha illallah, wahdahu la syarika lah, lahul mulku wa lahul hamdu, yuhyi wa yumit, wa huwa hayyun la yamut, biyadihil khair, wa huwa 'ala kulli syai-in qadir."

to whoever that is reading this, please please please understand that what im writing is a note to myself. i have no title whatsoever to say what you're doing is wrong or what im doing is right. no no no.  i admit wholeheartedly that everyone has their weak spots in various things and who am i to judge? i am a sinful being that realizes my mistakes but continue to do so as i am weak. very very very weak. so as a weak being, i just cant control myself to write about this in my blog. read if you want to read. dont feel like it? then stop.

please please please stop misunderstanding me. i have had enough of that. my blog has been the place where i used to write whatever i felt like writing. i had very little visitors then. but it was peaceful and harmony. but now, things have changed. perhaps that is why people say development doesnt always means good. i read and reread what i wrote before clicking Publish. sometimes i just keep it in draft and leave it there.

i wonder, should i write in every post to whom my writings are intended for? im pretty sure i dont have to go that far right? my reminder though, i dont usually be sarcastic in my blog. i prefer keeping things to myself. but if things go out of hand, there would be some sarcasm. just make sure you really, really, really understand it first before accusing me of anything.

i would have never thought blogging could be as harmful as this. ive made enemies, and broken so many hearts. unintentionally. if it was intentionally, than feel free to hate me. but to those who have misunderstood me from my dumb babblings and rumblings here, from the bottom of my heart, i apologize.

wow, im surprised to see how long ive typed. kempunan untuk menulis sudah dipenuhi. :p the original idea was to express my fascination to those who have the ideas to publish several posts in one single day. you guys are just amazing. keep filling my days with your writings. :)

its almost 12am. i should really start doing my speech now. have a fun week, guys!