Monday, August 24, 2009

Saja nak try font ni.

Nama saya Azie. Saya 21 tahun. Saya nak balik rumah. Saya rindu. Rindu semua. Rinduuuu. Dan saya nak beli apa sahaja makanan yang saya nak kat bazar tanpa perlu fikir, "Eh mahainya. Sejak bila pulakla kuih jadi 5, Rm2? bukan RM2 dapat 6 ka??"

Okey, bye selamat malam, assalammualaikum.

p/s: how are you? :'( eh tak, jangan jawap.

Friday, August 21, 2009

You've Arrived!

Rasulullah SAW telah bersabda,

Telah datang kepada kamu Ramadhan, bulan yang diberkati. Allah SWT akan menumpukan perhatianNya kepadamu dalam Ramadhan, lalu Dia akan menurunkan rahmat dan akan menggugurkan dosa-dosa dan menerima doa. Dia akan memerhatikan perlumbaan kamu dalam Ramadhan dan Dia akan membangga-banggakan kamu kepada para malaikatNya. Maka perlihatkanlah kepada Allah daripada kamu akan kebaikan. Sesungguhnya orang yang celaka ialah seseorang yang telah dijauhkan daripada rahmat Allah SWT pada bulan ini.

Alhamdulillah, I'm still here today breathing the air of Ramadhan Al Mubarrak. Too many hours wasted during the last 11 months. Forgive me, Ya Allah. :(

But Allah has gifted me another Ramadhan, arriving with all the blessings, forgiveness and rewards. It would be so dumb of me to not take this chance to make up for all that I've lost.

So here are some reminders to myself and I just thought of sharing with rakan-rakan tersayang juga;

  1. Lets not just fast from food but other desires too. :)
  2. Lets spend as much time with ibadah because every amalan is multiplied in these 30 days. :)
  3. Lets recite the Quran whenever free. And I do mean whenever. :)
  4. Lets not miss a single day of Solat Terawih. We'll only have it for 30 precious days. :)
  5. Lets share and give more because Ramadhan is all about sharing and caring. :)

Ahlan wa Sahlan, Ya Ramadhan.

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan , rakan-rakan. Siapa tak puasa penuh, takleh rayaaa. ;)

Dear Someone,

The beginning of Ramadhan marks the start of our new journey. Challenging as it is, I know that everythings going to be worth it. 'Nanti' Allah will let us catch up and by then, I promise you.. Nothing will stop me. :)

See you soon. Yup, senyumlah. It's soon.


Monday, August 17, 2009

You know,

this is not easy for me too.


Saturday, August 15, 2009

Thank You

I wonder why I haven't had much to write lately. Actually I do. But just not in here. Anyway, today seems like a relaxing day for me so I guess I'll write a bit.

It has been 2 days since my birthday. And to tell you the truth, I wasn't as excited as I normally would when the days got nearer. I've always loved birthdays. Be it mine or my loved ones. But this time... There was something indescribable happening inside me. It was like a heavy feeling. Like something was going to happen. And it wouldn't be something nice.

So that night, when we came back from our trip to KL PAC, knowing that my birthday was just an hour away, I felt sad. I felt really sad. In the bus, I stared out the window thinking what could possibly be the reason of me feeling like this. I just watched the cars go by. Drooling at some that I could only dream of owning. But all the while failing to find the reason why. Silently, I made a prayer,

"Ya Allah, please save us,"

Save from what? I wasn't sure myself.

Then my buddy made an announcement and made the whole bus sing Happy Birthday. Some just woke up from their sleep. Some didn't even wake up from their sleep. Hahaha that was very cute. Thanks guys.

The surprise continued at home. We had a very sinful supper that night. But it was all worth it. I love my housemates. :)

The next day, I woke up thinking. The clock is ticking. Soon, my birthday will end without anything happening. And yes, just a few blinks later, it ended.

So to this date, I have existed for 21 years and 2 days. And surrounding me are these amazing people that have offered me more that I could ever asked for. Family and friends, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.


I wonder how many years are left in stored. I wonder what are in stored. Well actually, Ya Allah, don't tell me. I want it to be a surprise.

My birthday was full of it. Surprises, I mean. And I loved them all. Except for one. The one that answered the question. The one that I wish would've wrapped up my great day. But it didn't.

Allahummahdini bilhudaa wannaqini bittaqwaa wagfirli fil aakhirati wal uulaa.
"Ya Allah kurnia daku dengan hidayahMu dan bersihkan daku dengan takwaMu dan ampunilah daku di dunia dan akhirat. Amiin."

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Masks should be compulsory

Firman Allah swt :

Ibn Umar r.a pernah meriwayatkan bahawa Rasulullah saw pernah bersabda :

“Wahai puak Muhajiran, terdapat lima perkara jikalau kamu babitkan diri kamu di dalamnya maka bala bencana akan menimpai kamu. Sesuatu masyarakat yang mana perzinaaan merata akan terdedah kepada wabak dan penyakit-penyakit yang baharu dan yang belum pernah didengari (diketahui ) sebelumnya.”
( Targhib )

“Telah zahir kerosakan ( bencana, gempa bumi, wabak ) di darat dan di laut disebabkan perbuatan tangan-tangan manusia, sehingga Allah merasakan kepada mereka sebahagian dari ( akibat ) perbuatan mereka agar mereka kembali.” ( Ar-Rum : 41 )

Come on people, H1N1 doesn't happen for no reason. 6 deaths in a single day?? Ya Allah, I'm not sure bout you guys but I'm getting pretty scared here. Allah is surely telling us something. So lets pay attention for once and do something.

We all know that when Allah wants to wake us up, He wouldn't just pick one or two who were well.. forgetful. But those who are wide awake would be reminded too. And thats simply because Allah loves us too much.

So rakan rakan, lets jaga amal. Jaga solat. Jaga pergaulan. And make Allah happy again.

I wanna have that safe feeling when I'm in Rapid KL and stop being paranoid each time I hear someone cough or sneeze. I'm sure you guys want the same, kan?

Monday, August 10, 2009

Reminder #6

Now who was I kidding again? LOVE.
Even the letters are beautiful, Azie. Let alone the people.


Friday, August 7, 2009

Reminder #5

Love is not all that beautiful. Wake up already.