Wednesday, January 26, 2011


So Allah swt gave her something. And it has been amazing owning it. She would spend hours exploring and playing with it. Yes, you can play with it. And she's not really a fan of games, but boy does she like to play games now.

Anyway, it hasn't been her intention to go around showing it to everyone but somehow people have been noticing. And when people see it and ask about it and ask to look at it, she would happily give it to them. She shows them this and that. And tells them how cool the thing is. Because it is. At least
she thinks it is. And somehow, people just instantly fall or it. Perhaps, she's good at convincing. Or perhaps because she actually loves the thing so much and wants to share the excitement she has towards it with everyone else. At least to anyone interested in it. She actually wants everyone close to her to own it too. You know, so that they can share the excitement together.

But now, now that practically everyone that has asked her about it has been so excited to own it because of her indirectly 'promoting' it, she starts to ponder.

Has there been anything else in her 2o something years living that has caused people to be so easily convinced and persuaded? Has there been anything that she promotes and shares about that has made people so excited to own it themselves? Has there been anything that she says at least that has made people think about before they sleep and just want to change their lives because of it? Has there been anything at all that has made people remember it and seek her to ask about it just by looking at her face! Has there?

She starts thinking. If only, she has the ability to do da'wah and share with people the greatness of Allah and Islam just by talking about it. There's too much to show as a proof. There's endless of things to talk about. There's too much praises to be awed about! And yet, she never tries. She talks about things like that thing she owns. A thing that one day will become useless and practically perish and turn into dust.

She starts thinking wouldn't it be nice if people look at her and just somehow remember Allah? Wouldn't it be nice if she could infect her excitement towards achieving jannah with everyone that she talks to? Because she very well wants everyone to be happy, if not more, happier than her. And what would be more happier than being close to Allah and achieving jannah? Perhaps it's because the excitement in her isn't really there. She rarely talks about it nor does she shows how much she wants it. She hasn't really done much to achieve it either. So how could it be reflected from her?

She understands she has a loooong way to go. And she prays she has the time and opportunities to really strive for what she really wants. That huge mission in life. She's striven for a lot of things before but this is THE mission. She must do her best to do it. And if along the way, somehow it affects others, alhamdulillah. At least, she knows that she's not just good at promoting a lifeless thing.


  1. InsyaAllah banyak ja yg azie cakap n buat telah mengingatkan org lain pada Allah.
    Mus sendiri ja banyak, ni kan kawan2 azie yg yg lagi selalu dengan azie di sekeliling azie. :)

    p/s : you really are a very good promoter. salu jatuh hati dgn apa yg azie promote..hehe

  2. it has affected others..believe me, believe in urself k :D

  3. Muslihah & Kak Nad: But I wasnt talking about meeee. This is about a girl I knowwwww. :P

    Terima kasih Mus dan Kak Nad. InsyaAllah and amiin to your kind words. <3